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Ambivalence: An Education by Brian Dillon

Ambivalence: An Education

Brian Dillon • Memoir • New York Review Books, 2026

After his mother dies when he is sixteen, Brian Dillon stops caring about school, and his real education happens elsewhere, in books, films, music, and television. This coming-of-age memoir of Dublin in the late 1980s and 1990s follows his first encounters with Woolf, Beckett, Benjamin, Barthes, and Derrida, and makes a quietly fierce case for changing yourself by changing what you know.

For anyone who was raised by the books they found on their own. A love letter to reading as rebellion.

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